Last night after Ethan fell asleep, I went to check on him and he was sleeping so peacefully.  He was so beautiful I think I just stared at him for 30 minutes.

It was just one of those moments as a mom you just cherish.  For that moment in time I knew my precious child was at peace and I could see it all over his face and I was at peace.

One of the other things I love to do is rock him.  He doesn't let me do it anymore since he is a "Big Boy," but every now and then when he is sad or doesn't feel good he will come crawl in my lap and ask me to rock him.

Special moments with my child are special gifts.