After you lose a loved one life just seems a little different. It will always be that way. It won't be like it was before their passing. You go hours, days, weeks, months, and years missing them. You go on. You know you have to but it's just tough.
The countdown is on. The days are getting few and far between - from now until Christmas. It is getting to crunch time. I mean you have shopping to do. It can be a stressful time but why not make a fun time out of it?